I have 40mg of aMT left over and want to get fucked up but last time a 40mg dose blasted me out of this world for about 4 hours.
Depression, Anxiety, Skin Problems, Shit Hair, Weight and Laziness.
telescopics asked: also it's just not as fun in general. the second and third times I use MDMA were only a few days apart and I definitely felt the difference - you feel all speedy because you still get the adrenaline and increased heart rate, but you don't have enough serotonin for the euphoria so it just feels all buzzy and empty. it was a really bad time and a waste of drugs that would have had a much better effect if I'd just waited a few weeks.
I actually accidentally smoked some this morning. (left on the side) next to the tobacco. It wasn’t much but I feel like i’m wrapped in a warm blanket, my mind feels active for once (so much weed) Just listening to music. I may give it ago this weekend just to get a buzz maybe like 80-100mg. I probably wont take it for a while after that.
Probably had about 400mg’s over the course of the night. I must say it was amazing. I had suffered from depression for a good 4 years and finally I found something that just made me feel alive again in my head. I want to try it again but I hear that more than once a month is quite harmful?